well hi. i decided to update SOMETIMES... i made a new layout. it's extra hot in my opinion.

WATCH THE VIDEO.

bye.

honestly. that is it. that's all the crap i'm going to take on top of all this shit.

i'm not hanging out with most of the guys in this dorm anymore. someone just said something really mean to me and i honestly cannot take this. not only is jonathan acting mean to me, but now other guys are contributing to this bullshit. he honestly hurt my feelings! and there were other people around when he said this. what a huge asshole... if i were a crier, now would be the time.

now i'm seriously only going to spend my time with school work and work. fucking asshole.

Even though I didn't rush, this evening I recieved a bid from Delta Zeta... I do believe that i would like to join. Right now, I'm just thinking about things finacially...

The first year without mi padre's finacial support has so far faired well. (i think...?) i mean... he's dead so obviously no dinero from him. so with that PLUS my going to college i really think i have kept a controlled level on my spending habits. So far this year, with the exception of this past weekend, I have not gone on any shopping sprees. I really do think I'm doing quite well for as much as I used to spend... But then again my mom's getting transferred and we're moving so i have no idea what those costs will be, etc... Ah... Money... Why do you torment me so?

mmm... i have so much fucking work to do that it is not even funny. it's almost 2 am and i'm thinking of staying up all night to get some work done... i honestly do not believe that i let this shit happen to me. i need to be working my ass off every single fucking night.

Hazel, give me your cell phone number or your house number... You just honestly fucked up. You had BETTER call me pronto. i'm leaving you my cell number. honestly call.